murder and a homicide

I could kill you but I’d still be dying. I’m screaming inside my own head. Screaming and writhing around in a room in my mind. Away from the sunshine and rainbows and smiles. No love can enter here, only anger and pain. The world has brought this into my head and it won’t leave. I cry, I yell and cry and yell and cry and yell and cry but no one can hear me. No one leaves the sunshine to see what’s wrong. No one visits from the dreams to check and see if I’m still alive. So she slams herself against the walls. She hears the thud but the wall stands firm. It doesn’t budge, it doesn’t move. She begins to bruise. She panics. Madness consumes her. Insanity becomes her. She doesn’t want to be her. She wants to be happy, she’ll settle for normal, bet neither happens. She cuts at her skin but she does not bleed. She goes to stab at her heart but the knife disappears before it touches her skin. She shrieks. An ear splitting agonizing, soul touching shriek. If your ears weren’t bleeding you might find it beautiful. I laugh because this is a part of me that won’t die. Sometime her room is small, other times the room takes up the space of other parts of the mind. But she never leaves. She never dies. I could kill you, but I’d still be dying.


ignorantlesbian:

humansofnewyork:

"My dad was in prison for eight years of my life. When he got out, he spent a little time with us, but then he got a new girlfriend and started spending all his time and money on her. My mother doesn’t have much money, so I recently asked him if he could pay for a class trip to Spain. He promised he would, so my grandmother went ahead and put it on her credit card. But right before he was going to give me the money, we got in an argument. He started saying bad things about my mother, which I wasn’t going to allow. Afterwards, he texted me that he was going to take the money for my trip, and spend it on himself. He told me he was going to take photos of all the things he bought and post them on Instagram. So I took a screenshot of the text message, and posted it on Instagram, with the hashtag: #deadbeatdad. He reported me to Instagram for bullying, so they deleted the post. Then I put it right back up, hashtag #onlypussiesreportpeople.”


Can you say child support ?

ignorantlesbian:

humansofnewyork:

"My dad was in prison for eight years of my life. When he got out, he spent a little time with us, but then he got a new girlfriend and started spending all his time and money on her. My mother doesnโ€™t have much money, so I recently asked him if he could pay for a class trip to Spain. He promised he would, so my grandmother went ahead and put it on her credit card. But right before he was going to give me the money, we got in an argument. He started saying bad things about my mother, which I wasnโ€™t going to allow. Afterwards, he texted me that he was going to take the money for my trip, and spend it on himself. He told me he was going to take photos of all the things he bought and post them on Instagram. So I took a screenshot of the text message, and posted it on Instagram, with the hashtag: #deadbeatdad. He reported me to Instagram for bullying, so they deleted the post. Then I put it right back up, hashtag #onlypussiesreportpeople.โ€

Can you say child support ?


I’m not an artist …. and that’s what makes this hella dope to me

I’m not an artist …. and that’s what makes this hella dope to me







seriouslyamerica:

Seriously, Rugrats was not fucking around.

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spenceromg:

do your eyes ever randomly go out of focus and then you are too lazy to focus them back in and just stare at nothing for a while

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daughterofmulan:

Our teacher didn’t come to class today so we spent the first twenty minutes doing a seance to call the ghost of Steve Jobs.
Our offering was a bagel and all of our Apple products and we made a pentagram out of people’s laptops.

daughterofmulan:

Our teacher didnโ€™t come to class today so we spent the first twenty minutes doing a seance to call the ghost of Steve Jobs.

Our offering was a bagel and all of our Apple products and we made a pentagram out of peopleโ€™s laptops.

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Oh #JohnnyDepp . You are so amazing.

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my-lil-lezzie:

chandra75:

George Takei,

You rule.ย 

Love this

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